You The Liar
I was ugly inside and now I'm beautiful on the outside.
I Trashed Good People
To become this.
Who Cares
It was all a lie anyway. Our past, our future, you.
I was sick of you and our life. I despised it. I found my way to treat you accordingly. I vomited my old life, made you trash so I could become this.
This Is Me Now
It was worth it.
I Am Like Your Mother
And the others before me. Maybe we are all one. Maybe we were always one.
And Here I Am
I am the culmination of my choices. I am beautiful.
I Am The Blackhole
I am the destroyer.
Lies Destroy
And I am that lie.
My Actions AlwaysRemain
It is my legacy.
I Have Become A Death
This is who I've always been. I just had to leave to find myself.
You Can Trust Me
Why would I lie?
My mother
The pig sits all day in front of the TV.
She sits all day watching her shows. Her shows meaning soap operas. She sits, eats, smokes and plans.
The Pig Plans
What can she do this day to start trouble.
Her shows get her riled up, feisty for a fight.
Pigz In Wigz
Friday night means Crazy Mary's and partying all night.
The night will be great if she can start a fight and become the victim. Victim's have a reason to bitch and squeal all night at the bar.
You Decide. We React.
You make the decision to burn it all down on your own. You make all the decisions. All we can do is react to the fire.
Graduation party. Big night at the fancy hotel. You meet the pig there, and in doing so meet another pig. So many pigs snorting at the trough.
Becoming Someone Else
I don't want to be me.
Troubling night. The pig feels guilty and can't perform. Says he need to focus on his wife and baby.
I want to be free.
In this state you meet the newest pig. This one has no fear, no boundaries. This one is a full coward and eager to go.
I Live Only For Me
He complains about his wife all the time. Says she's cheating on him all the time.
Being a teacher and school employee he is adamant that we have to keep it a secret! Easy to do, everything is a lie anyway. He assures me that I'm the only girl he's fucking.
I Decide!
I should be able to be married and date other men. It is my right to upgrade my position. No matter the costs.
There was always going to be some blood spilled.
It Costs.
I did not comprehend the destruction I would create.
Everything has a price. And ramifications are forever.
Adultery Is So Exciting
It takes your breath away.
The cruel fact is you can't lie and cheat and fuck married men unless you have someone taking care of you. I take his money, use his money to fuck other men. You can't do it alone.