My History Is Revised
All the time. Everything becomes lies to support lies, to propagate lies, to keep me alive.
I have the ability to make my past and present match, else I fall into a liars pit.
My Victims
I feel nothing for them. The more I became, the more I discovered I hated them.
I found that my victims could see me for what I was, what I am, what I have become. I hate them for that. They actually question my actions, my motives, my plague. Like they have such rights. I used them to get here. Pillaged them to get here. Retained them while I acclimated and then cruelly discarded them so as to cause the greatest harm upon them.
I Am The Plague
I destroy lives.
Want To Know My Names?
Why?
I Am Your Friend
I am your friend. I would never hurt you. That is how I get in, get cozy, get trusted, until I can get behind you.
Then I act! I do my very best to strike you down and tear the world down around you.
I Knew What I Invited
And no matter how many condoms you use sometimes accidents happen.
And the lie takes shape inside you. The beating heart of a lie.
I Know What I'm Doing
All of us here know what we're doing. He's married. I'm married. Really though he's a good guy if you get to know him like I do.
He's unhappy in his marriage and I've decided I'm unhappy in mine. We're a perfect couple. We put in the effort to lie, run around and fuck in the shadows. He's a very good man if you know him like I do. He just doesn't want this spawn. Can you blame him?
I Had Help
People helped me lie and cheat. My mother and my friends helped me maintain the lies so I could give good men my mouth and vagina.
I loved each and every one. I think I did. I know I loved the thrill of lying, sneaking around, fucking in alleys and parking garages. Fucking in our home, in our bed. I don't love that these good men lose interest once the ejaculate. I have to work to keep them interested.
These Are Good People
Don't judge these men because they lie and cheat and turn their backs during an unwanted pregnancy. These are respected men and women.
You don't understand the situation. All of us are good, decent people. We just get caught up in situations. Situations are so easy to trip over when you're married or in a relationship and some ignorant person is taking care of the hard stuff. Don't blame us for our actions.